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I am the filling in the sandwich

I am the filling in the sandwich

parents to the left of me, teens to the right - stuck in the middle

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May 12, 2025
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You think you’re so special, right? So unique and kooky and weird and then things happen to you in life that everyone said would happen and you think: hmm. I see. I’m just a blob like everyone else.

It happened when I was pregnant with my first child, who is now 14. All the things happened: the nausea, the fatness, the breathlessness, the hair loss, the heartburn. I was just humanity and biology’s plaything!

And now this.

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